Blogophilia 27.14 Keeping up with Time
Hello everyone. I’m sharing a poem I wrote a few years back. Some of you may remember it. I shared it on Facebook so this is the first time I’m sharing it here. God Bless.

To Be Perfect
I want to unzip my skin
Peel away the layers
Become unfamiliar to myself
Or perhaps,
Find the core of who I used to be
I see you with your painted smile
A shaggy rag of cocky hangs in your eyes
But you never really looked at me
Not really
A pebble on your road to greatness
I want to become something new
Naked and unafraid
Strip away the bruising wounds
But forgotten
The wounds fester and decay
I see you sterilized
Untainted, untouched, unafraid
Blind to the blood still seeping
And shallow
A hollow shadow of the girl you used to be
I want to shatter this reflection
Unhinge your perfect world
Stand naked, bleeding, weeping
Yet never
Because I am too afraid
I see you shake your head
Condescension, dismissal,
Rolling eyes, a sigh of irritation
An embarrassment
Must we really go through this again
I want to unzip my skin
Perhaps, maybe, but then again
This old suit fits and wears me perfect
For survival, for protection
I keep your painted smile in place
Rebecca R Grusendorf © 8.26.19
There is so much fear and trepidation that comes with change and growth! You pen the emotions so well – KUDOS, Earthling!
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Amazing artwork and powerful poetry. Thank you for sharing the outstanding poetry. I felt these words.
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Thank you. It is a true joy to share.
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